I'm quite emotional right now...

I'm quite emotional right now, but I was doing pretty good until I decided to ask Rob to have a baby with me. He has reason in telling me no, when we can barely afford to feed ourselves, we probably shouldn't bring another life into this world.  But for some reason, I got really sad and just started bawling once I got into the bathroom. I'm not mad with him, I'm just in a really shitty mood now.

Goddamn PMS and Bipolar disorder, the worst combination to have, seriously.

In other things, Rob's dad hasn't given up on bringing Rob to FL and myself if NEED be. I don't know what to think about that. Everything's so in the air right now, my Visa is getting processed, I can't work obviously, and Rob's broken arm and our poorness has really taken an emotional toll on me.  I don't know what to do and I can barely fucking take it.

I thought I was doing pretty good, but now I'm not so sure.

R